Why mom tends not to believe her child ?
Why mom is hard to be convinced ?
Why mom tends to think her child is forever a child ?
Why mom tends to think her child is lying ?
Why mom tends to think the worst of her child ?
Is it just my mom or every mom in this world? ..or i'm a bad negotiator or bad at talking or explaining or unconvincing her
and i know she loves me that's why she is like that.
therefore despite of her flaws/her stubborness or is it just my obstination or determination to want something
I love my mom very much, and wanna make her happy and that's one of my aims,
Make my parents happy !
Before u read this, i beware u that this topic of blog is kind of prejudice and generalization, because it is from my perception to myself and people surrounding me.
(mature in here is not about age but mind)
I used to be funny when i was in high school, i was reckless, careless, irresponsible, stupid, indifference and emotional but i was funny, i like to amuse, tease, jest and trick someone and after that we laugh together.
However when i grow up (my age now is considered as a mature person by indonesian law), then slowly i turn serious and i can't laugh again about something when in the past i used to laugh. For instance April Mop, i used to trick someone like say, i've an accident or something like that, but I can't!. Because later on after i'd planned my trick carefully and wanted to deceive them, i thought of the consequences then i cancelled it.
I feel that i'm not funny anymore, althought habit is hard to be changed, i still like to laugh or amuse somebody, but sometimes i don't have that feeling anymore, i think more and more.it really shows when my friends make stupid jokes, maybe i was in the past would laugh it, but now i don't think so.
Moreover i wanna be a mature person, maturity make u think further that this is bad or good, and you should avoid badness and embrace goodness.Therefore mature person tends to be calm, collected and serious, and u will know a mature person if u meet and talk with them, how they talk and think before speaking and doing and how wise they are.
Furthermore u can't avoid maturity cos it's in yours, u will definitely change when u meet new experience and grow up. maybe u haven't reached maturity but a long the process u feel uself change not to be funny anymore and more serious about ur life. u can not say u're mature cos experience will always teach u something and u will be more understanding.
When i am progressing/changing now .. i should retain my personality and not lose my humor